backward foreword

i'm trying to get organized...

short-term
-make a highlander sweatshirt design (i have 2 labor-intensive ideas so far but would like to think of more)
-finish the ortho website (the design end of it should be done relatively soon)
-partake in weekly shenanigans
-work on my physiology presentation and paper

long-term
-secure a paying job so i can make $$ during my year off
-take the DAT
-think about taking a few science classes to raise my GPA
-figure out if i can go to vietnam with the sibs in july/august

i'm sure there's more to add.

i've left my own website untouched for a few years now... i'm hesitant about making one because i (1) have no design ideas, (2) don't know what to put on it yet, and (3) can't figure out what's going on with my domain name in terms of hosting and stuff.

as far as long-term-ness goes, thinking about what's going to be happening within the next two years really stresses me out. real-world work, not wanting to live with my parents, applications, interviews, school, zuhair.

unless i am unexpectedly involved in any life-changing drama, my wants and plans are to live in LA and to go to school in LA. this makes me very afraid because i am poor and my grades are not awesome.