schools

(i took this photo from my friend rachel's recent lj post. last day of junior year, as far as i can tell from the company and the yearbooks.)

i've been going crazy all day doing nothing... like watching some little boy's youtube vlogs for 2 hrs. (creepy.)

things to do this weekend because i didn't do them today:
-print photos
-work on websites
-study for anatomy
-check out the new organic market
-drink a lot of wine
-buy groceries and dog food
-refill the fucking soap dispenser in my bathroom
-laundry

ughh so dull... i think it's time for a new something... like i should learn how to paint? blehhhhh i dunno... i really want to do screen printing. drawing and screen printing... or painting... actually, i'd rather do some sort of large-scale project... i wish i was a textile designer... not really, but i wish i knew how that process works. anyway, these past 2 months i've been really and seriously into film... not that serious... but i've been thinking about doing at least something. okay that doesn't really make sense... but something i'm really really serious about is learning how to tailor clothing... and eventually how to make really tailored garments. (i think i've said this before.)

maybe i could do all these things if i was actually 3 different people. ok ok okokokokok i'm crazy and delirious. good night.